I have learned a very complicate and
intricate relationship My Friend - ‘By the time people are governed by the
rules and regulations, they are happy and are unbothered of situations and
reality. They have their own play but actually have to play only under the restrained
and constrained ideas of regulations of which they are unaware of. They start
believing the ‘rooster coop’ as true, and the real and the genuine one.’ They
don’t want to realize anything or to remind anyone. They are too happy in their
own life or pretend to be happy. But to the certain ones, some personality of
the world, the rules of perfectness sometimes start seemingly too imperfect.
They are then started getting bothered. They start believing the things passed in the past and their absolute perfectness. It’s the same design and the
feelings of the mind that will sometimes work for us.
Whenever I believed in you, a perfect déjà vu
ran through my mind. It’s not only of the school classes shared together, or
the maths problem solved together, rather you could think of me behaving in a
childish manner, but after all everybody is a child only. We are born
limitless, boundless but without any doubt, the rules are gradually becoming
the part of our life. I still believe in the rain and the rainy season, the
whitish wall of school building and our immature childish faces. It’s not only
the ringing of bells that I am aspiring for, I am still dying for the days of
bicycle riding and when some of us looking and searching through the window
panes of the bus only to say a ‘goodbye’, and others were accompanying us
through the rough terraces of school days. Every bit and corner was still
remembered by me only as the perfect previous days.
There were no comparisons, and we were
considered as the best. Our life was the perfect one and we wanted to make it
revolved only through the locus of circle, triangle and rectangle. Sometimes, even
we were amazed by the short cut routes of the Pythagoras and the displacement.
But the life is very much egoistic and
jealous of happiness. It always wants to dispatch and snatch our constancy. It
wants to make us learn new things. Along the process, it had taught us the hard
lessons of differentiation and integration. We had been made to learn how to
integrate and live in co-existence, with a differentiation clause, as always in
our mind. The society is running only on the differentiation clause my friend.
It has nothing to do with integration. Homo sapiens intrinsic egoistic nature
won’t allow any society to be ideal or perfect. It operates only on the
functionality of differentiation clause. Have you all forgotten the
differentiation of marks and our faces in school? The attitude and a complete behaviour
change of a topper boy as against the failed ones. Why was it that even
boyfriends/girlfriends are made on the facial complexity, my friend? It’s not
something ‘made in heaven’ attitude, rather working on the principle of differentiation
clause: the hierarchical principles of society. I still aspires to live in the
society of Krishna-Sudama and the Romeo-Juliet. I don’t know about the latter
but the former had Lord Krishna himself, the avatar of Vishnu. Here also we
hadn’t seen any change in the societal attitude of the Lord, where a single
person had been given the due advantage of being a God, and Sudama had to live
only on the conscience of Krishna, though our mythology has taught us a very good
lesson of friendship with a theme. May we call it a ‘Mathematical Anomaly’ but the ‘Differentiation
Clause’ has a necessitated meaning and importance for survival of the Homo
Sapiens. My friend do you consider yourself equal to me or I am anyway equal to
you? We are no way equal right through our school days or the birth itself. No
two personality can be considered equal in the society and equality cannot be
achieved in the present setup. Even the school days had not given us the
equality, how can we expect it from the society now?
With best regards
Mohan Raj
P.S. - For his friend Jitendra Prakash
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